Oi Oi me lovelies. Somehow time has whizzed past and it's a week since I updated. Bloomin' eck.
Thanks so much for your comments on the last post. I appreciated them all; some great advice in there.
Poor TB - he got a bit of a hard time when I was whining on about him not saying enough nice things and he doesn't really deserve it. He's amazing and I love him so much. We had a great weekend together and not only does he tell me how much he loves me and spoils me with affection (in all departments!) but he treats me by paying for things and he also did a load of jobs that needed doing around my flat. The coat hooks are on straight, the clock works again and the heavy stuff has been put in the basement. All without asking! We're planning our holiday in August quite the thing and so it looks like we're going to make it to the year milestone - pop bang wheeeee! Sorry, that was the fireworks going off.
My mum asked the other day if, apart from The Highlander, if there had been anyone around for longer than six months. Umm... well only Kerrang, my boyfriend when I was 16 (who lives in the same city as me and ignores me if we ever pass each other in the street! In fact I saw him the other week when I cycled past him. I said "Hello Kerrang". Before he had a chance to think about what he was doing he replied back "Hello Love Cat" but his face was like thunder! He always blanks me.What a dick. This is the boy who I slept with for the first time and then he cheated on me! Sorry - totally off at a tangent there). So it looks like I'm about to buck the trend (touch wood).
This weekend I'm away with a group of friends, one of whom is Dougie Howser MD. Remember him? The guy in a long term relationship whom I messed about with on several occasions? Yes, I know- not cool. There is no denying the fact that I do fancy him on some level but I now feel some sort of zen about the whole thing. I actually feel sorry for him. He is getting married soon and I truly wonder if he will ever get it together. Is he always going to cheat? I don't ever want to do that to TB. No-one deserves that. I know that some people know about MD and I. I hate that. I hate being (one of) the person that he cheated with. I want people to know I'm serious about TB and I'm not just with him for the fun of it.