Weigh in

I'm pretty pissed off. This week I managed to put weight on. A quarter of a pound.

What the actual flip is going on? I'm doing that thing where I think back over the past week. Where did I slip up? Did I actually kid myself on about how good I was being.

There were a few occasions when I let some things slip through (wine and baklava) but really - there was not much else. And on top of this, the exercise is the most I have done in a long, long time. I worked out 5 times in 7 days. The last time that happened must have been well over a year ago. And they were great workouts.

• Badminton singles x 2
• 5km run x 2
• Kettercise class

Because I didn't weigh myself when we got back from hols it feels like I've been putting in a bucket load of effort with zero return. Well, not true. There has been return  - the return of a quarter of a pound!

I'm doubly pissed off (yup, it keeps coming) because mum and I are going to look at wedding dresses on Saturday. I'm already feeling a bit anxious about it all. My plan was to do so knowing that I was making inroads to losing some weight and to focus on that positivity. Well, that's clearly not happening now.

Despite being totally scunnered with the whole thing, I know I've got to keep on keeping on. What choice do I have? BIG FAT ZERO. I'm FAR from happy about it but I simmered down, I've had a 100% day and I sweated myself close to death at spinning.

Oh arse of mine, you will not beat me. 

Week 1:   13 stone 11.75
Week 2:   13 stone 9.75  (- 2lbs)
Week 3:   13 stone 7.5    (- 2.25lbs)
Week 4:   13 stone 8.5    (+ 1lb)
Week 5:   13 stone 6.25  (- 2.25lbs)
Week 6:   13 stone 2.5    (- 3.75lbs)

Week 7:   13 stone 2.25  (- 0.25lbs)
Week 8:   13 stone 4.5    (-0.25lbs)
Week 9:   13 stone 4       (-0.5lbs)
Week 10: 13 stone 3.25  (-0.75lbs)
Week 11:  13 stone 2.5   (-0.75lbs)
Week 12:  13 stone 4      (+1.5lbs)
Week 13:  13 stone 2.5   (- 1.5lbs)
Week 14:  13 stone 2.5   (0)
Week 15:  13 stone 5.75 (+ 3.25)
Week 18:  13 stone 6lbs  (+0.25)