Having second thoughts about meeting Moonraker on Saturday. I want to meet him but I have to ask myself why. Is it just for an ego boost? If so then it's an pretty dangerous way to get one. And as Zanna wisely pointed out Toyboy might be more okay about it than Moonraker but that doesn't mean he'd be happy about it.
Because we've had a few texts back and forward, some of which have been instigated by me - I'm now wondering if he thinks the door is slightly ajar and is going to give it an almighty shove. I don't think he knows the chain lock is on.
I might text him and say something about Saturday being us catching up as friends. Does that sounds totally OTT? Gah! Nothing is ever simple.