Follow that with a weekend of picking. I mean, make sure most of your meals are pretty spot on, and watch the alcohol but be sure to nibble on some chocolate, have a few handfuls of nuts and quickly wolf down a slice of pizza - and don't forget all those boiled sweets too. Oh yeah, and the custard creams - the most average of biscuits.
Grrrrr. Stupid picking! Those are all things I didn't need to have and wasn't put in a position where I felt I couldn't say no, or was inconveniencing others.
Exercise is shot this week as well simply because life is too busy! Here's a quick recap of weigh in to weigh in.
- Wednesday, 45 minute spin class & 10 min run
- Thursday, nothing
- Friday, 1 hour squash
- Saturday, nothing
- Sunday, nothing
- Monday, 45 minute cycle
- Tuesday, last chance workout i.e. kill myself in the gym
Am totally knackered (thanks to a very early morning train home from TB's) but I must be off and fit my lights onto mon velo. Just getting into the swing of le francais!
PS) MD got married yesterday. I dreamt about him on Saturday and Sunday night. Just that we were at an event together that we both help out at, and I congratualted him with a big hug. That's probably what will happen when I see him next.
I don't know why he's played on my mind like that. I do think about him from time to time (obviously since I dreamt about him). I know that there is some sort of.... I don't know what it is- just that there is a something, not a lot, but something, between us. The difference between us is that when I saw him five weeks ago and he wanted more from me than a quick hug goodnight, I couldn't and wouldn't give him that. I love and am in love with TB. I couldn't and wouldn't do that to him. MD was getting married but he could do that to her. Don't get me wrong, I don't think I'm the only one he's cheated on her with in the past. I know I'm not. I just hope he's made a decision that will make him happy and make him act accordingly.